Just a tid bit about life

Well I have to say that this weekend was much better than lately. We had a nice relaxing fun filled weekend. My nephew had a birthday party he turned three. He looks just like my son only a little thicker( He is the one in the red shirt). The party was at Old McDonald Farm. It's a place where they have a petting zoo, swimming pool, lots of slides and swings, and sand mounds for them to make sand castles. The weather was great so the kids didn't turn into krispy kritters unlike today. Then after that we played lotaria (not sure if I spelled that right) Mexican Bingo. It was fun I won three times. I actually had an enjoyable time at my in laws.

Since I have not been working at CAM my life seems to be getting back to normal. I am happier and less stressed. My family even noticed the difference. I laugh again. I didn't realize until now how much that job was changing my personality. Now I just need to get in gear and find something that keeps me in touch with the world. I am working on my own business again, plus helping my mom with her new investment. I have so many ideas flowing through my brain that it sometimes is hard to keep up. I get lost in new ideas that I don't finish the old ones. Sometimes I have to give myself a big kick in the butt to get me going. I think once I get adjusted to being home I will be able to get a lot more accomplished.

My mom made a comment the other day that really hit home. She usually doesn't complement but analysis everything. She had told me that she was happy I wasn't working at CAM anymore because my whole smiling bubbly personality had disappeared. She told me that I was the one that always brought her spirits up when she was feeling down. She told me that I always kept a happy outlook on life even when it would hit me hard, but lately it was gone. Now the old me is coming back. It really made me feel good that I brought joy to her even when I was just being me. I have to agree that I was becoming someone I didn't like.